Easter Day!!

After weeks of torturing in RMIT, finally comes the first break in my 4 years of study life here. A 1 week break! which is a heaven for a person who is desperate of a holiday like me. N yeah.. this break has 2 names, as u can call it, mid-semester break for my case or a general easter holidays. Although im not those who can social well, having a break is simply giving me much more times to party ! ( in front of pc, msn with gf) and... study -.- As an uni student, u cant escape from it because, u have to. Unlike college, Uni wont be that kind to feed you eat like a babysitter or tell u wat to do when u received an assignment. It's not they wont tell u at all, but most of the time, when ur required to begin an assignment, u'll end up wondering for 1 hour, thinking 'what should i do?' Seriously, 1st or 2nd assignment may look allright, but the 3rd 1 n so on so forth can easily kill u. Erm... anyway, dats just me with my good old engineering course. And i have to admit im not those smarties like Kenneth, a new fren of mine or old fren from klang, Calvin teh. lol. And that day, he was telling me he obtained the lowest marks for Physics tutorial. Huhu.. nice attempt, but u can only fool a 3 years old with it :P

Think again, i have not make a long post ever since i came to Aussie. My bad. I knew there is no much of visitors to tis blog already, but i knew that there is always u who will come visit my blog occasionally, hoping to see an update. Yep.. dats u. hehe. Besides being really busy, me being super duper lazy almost makes this half-dead blog to nearly rotten state. While i still have some time be4 the uni resumes on the next thursday ( 16 April) i might as well blog alil now :)

...too many things to blog till i dont know where to start. Ok.. lets talk about my life here with siblings. Basically, nothing much to talk about on this part. Me, my bro and sis seldom sit down together and talk talk non-stop, but once in a weekend, bro and i will take a stroll at the city to eat/shopping. Sis usually not at home, because she doesnt like to see us. haha just kidding. She prefer to hang out with temple or office or watever fren she have all day. However, 1 good thing about her is she sleeps n wake up early! Wow. Nowadays, i can bet the number of ppl who has such habit can be count by the fingers and toes u have there. When i say early, it's 10 something or 11. Latest 11. Or if special occasion.. 11.30 lo. hehe. And wake up at 6 to 7. Despite all these good things about her, there is still a string attached to it. She has no interest in getting love relationship! My parents truly worries about that. But oh well.. let the fate decides. I thk the best phrase to describe sis is, Sis is a nv chiang ren! heheh

To uni, everything is completely new. All the people, the way of speaking, the food, the environment, facilities, services, and feelings r not longer the same as in Malaysia. I have met a few good people like Kenneth, Thomas, Jason, Areeba, Akaradet, and Humara. just to name a few. And pretty much, these are the few people i hang out with most of the time. As said, with a next to zero social skill, having fewer good frens is already satiable for me.


With these circle of friends around here, hopefully i can just survive thru the 4 dreadful years of life here. And... can return back to malaysia once and for all. By the way, i will be back to Malaysia end of this year and end of 2 years later. I can meet with gf 2 years later !! :D

Speaking of my gf, i received another present from her. A very nice and sweet present which i love very much.

Heart shape pillow with a fragrant fruity smell. Manis manis :)

thx alot dear. i love this gift very much!! muakzzzz

Over the past few days, i've been quite addicted to Hank Green's jokes video. Like.. 51 jokes in 4 minutes thingy. He talked fast, but if listen again and again, some jokes are really funny. Example;

A boy asks his father, 'Is God man or woman?' -God is both- 'Is God black or white?' - God is both- 'Is God Michael Jackson?'

loll

Another 1, science joke.

2 atoms were talking with one another. 1 atom says, i've lost an electron..! The other atom says, Are u sure?? The atom replied ' Yes.. im POSITIVE!! hahaha

I like tis:

A duck walks into a bar and asks the bartender,

"Got any grapes?"

The bartender says, "No, this is a bar. We haven't any grapes."

The next day the duck walks into the same bar and asks the bartender, got any grapes?

The bartender says, "No, we haven't any grapes! If you ask one more time, I will nail your beak to the bar!"

The next day, the duck goes back to the bar and asks, got any nails?

The bartender, confused, says.. "No, we don't have any nails..."

The duck says, "Good. Got any grapes!!?"

lol...

Anyway, whats a easter holiday without a bunny

here goes..

A bunny from my bro's office =)

Got to go now. Wish you happy holidays and enjoy urself. bye~

miss my dear dear very much.. dear got miss me ma? hehe

full of love~~

Today, 5/4/2009, is my anniversary with my gf. Despite of the thousand miles distance from her to the place where i am now, i could feel her presence with me. She is always in my mind n my heart. Its a very special feeling which can be either happy or sad. For me, its happy :) The feeling is undoubtedly, love. I love my gf. I love her always ~~ Happy 1st Anniversary lao po~ :D

A box with mystery item inside as my 1st anniversary gift from lao po..

inside is...

a necklace ring !! (which can also function as...

yep.. a simple n yet meaningful ring) Sori for the low quality shot. Nevertheless, is a great present for me. Because? Only me n my wife know it :P

Thx alot dear.. i like the present :D Hope u will like mine too. I love u dear.. miss u so much ~~ muaksssssssss~ *forever love*

at the end of the short post, wish lao po.. HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY! =)

by the way..

it fits well on me. Truly a special gift among all that i have received ^.^

sob

i wont receive a goodnight msg from dear 2nite.. i miss her..

undecisive

i think my life is screwed. My sis has paid for me few thousand bucks and now i feel like quitting. I really felt sad and dissapointed with myself. I think nobody in this world is more stupid than me. Since i knew i already dont like engineering, y am i still choosing it?? I chose biomedical engineering becoz i like bio, yet all i know now is maths, engineering n physics. Come on. PLS gimme some medicine names n i will happily memorize it for u. I wan to know more about meiosis and omg biology..... so many interesting topics. maths? I hate the stupid differentiation trying to make my life miserable. Or i should say, i really dont have a life. Say i succeeded , and managed to get the cert after 4 yrs later. I will be working on the thing which i dun like for the rest of my life. If that doenst sound creepy, i really dont know anything else which can make my life worse than what im facing now. I wanted to change, but can i? im at the edge of a decision !!

i hope god will drop some check with 1 million pounds on it in front of me while im being tortured by the stupid microsoft excel

Ups and downs in the sea of love

Its already 11 months and a day me n my gf coupled. Through the days we have/have not been together, all i have in my mind is her. Each time we have some clash which usually comes from misunderstandings or wrong usage of words or simply due to temper, i felt really sad, and the same thing happens to her too. Who wouldnt anway. I'm a man, n nan ren liu shue, bu liu lei ? The person who creates this saying ( probably the guy is ip man..) is totally wrong. Boys have as much emotion as girls. I have no strength to conceal the sadness in my heart.. It all happens too sudden. I have nowhere to hide my face as i have the tears bleeding out of my eyes, and its not because i'm angry her, its the surge of disappointment feeling within the very bottom of my heart. Disappointed with myself because i couldnt let her be happy at the times where we are still suppose to be chatting happily just like before. Disappointed because once n once again, i have hurt her, even if i didn't meant to do that. Sorry is not an excuse. I have to admit i said that more than just twice or a couple times. but, i meant it. I really love her, making her angry equals to erm.. taking a blade and make a 3 inch scar to my tiny heart. I am typing this while asking a question to myself in my heart. "All this while, i have treated my girl well ?" Well, answer may be varies depending on my mood of course; but as for now, i knew i have not made her the happiest girlfriend in this world. I may not have any super power talent or dashing face to always always keep her heart with me or completely happy with me, but i wouldnt not give up. I dont know, but i just felt like doing it. Maybe i got inspired by nike or something. Im swearing to the light bulb which is just next to this pc, and to her and to myself, all the hard feelings or factors leading to crash or quarrels, i shall hereby erase them all out of my itenerary ! Its not an easy task, every boys know this. But when im reminiscing my past somewhere like 10 years time later, where my girlfriend who might already upgraded to the status of wife, all i could think of is those moments of happiness and smiles and laughs. As a person who loves her and willing to spend the rest of my life with her, i would cross fingers , and thus hoping that the day where she proudly tell her friends and sis and her family and her neighbour, she had not found the wrong man. Just thinking of the moment we can be together, my heart smiles sweeter than any candy u can find in anywhere on earth. Dear,.. if you are reading this, i wanted to tell u, i love you~~ Please forgive my past. In addition to the promises and swears u and me made, i promise you, in this 4 years time where we are in long distance relationship, i WILL NOT change my heart or attitude when chatting with you. I truly hope, dear would not change the love, attitude, as well as the concern towards me. I sounded ungrateful once, and i wont let the second times happen anymore. My fellow bloggie readers can be the judges. Shall we hold our hands onto the rope together , and hike through the years of long distance relationship ? I love you ~~ :)



Thats the animated version of me and my gf facing to the opposite of camera view. hehe

Typhoon!!

Wait.. its not exactly typhoon or tornadoes hurricanes or squall , but the stupid gale outside is crazyy. Holy macaroni . My hair is gonna blown away by the neverending gust of winds roams on the street.... I even had my eyes shut about 50% of the time in order not to let any sand get into them. -.- i guess the weather in australia is yet another thing to complain.. sigh i really wish im in malaysia now.

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I was blogging alil juz now, n suddenly my pc suddenly reset itself. -.-' Guess i wil have to type fast. If not, my pc will reset again. -.-" Actually i have gt nothing to blog on, except ranting on some of my study thingy. Study? Although haven really started yet, the RMIT website has allow us students to enter its learning hub, blackboard watever to get access to various things to learn already. Total, i have 8 semesters, equivalent to 4 years of study. so? 1 year = 2 semester. My first semester's 4 subjects will be ;


-engineering maths A-


-introduction to engineering computing-


-Physics 1-


-Enterprise engineering-


Not fun at all ...


While the subjects already poses immense threat to me, my english vocabulary has been my weakness. Especially i have come to these causcasian's land. Their english.. fulamak Although i personally prefer our typical asian english slang ( NOT malay xxx's slang) , i will still need to get used to the longhat of the people around here, particularly the RMIT dwellers. BUT, wat if i couldnt listen to wat the lecturers say ? Wat if the lecturer ask me to put in some acidic Potassium Permanganate solution into penthanol but i put it into pentane, n proudly say, no changes occur ? Wat if the lecturer ask me to mount a plastic ball onto the projectile machine, but i thought he ask me to take a break n have some fish ball ? ... huhu. If im that lk blur, i might as well stop learning and work with Mak Cik Ramli to sell her junkymouth-watering burger.


Seriously.. somebody need to help me improve my english. If not, i will have a bad time here. I dont wanna keep repeating " pardon me " to most of the people around here as they talk to me. Thats simply embaressing and easily makes other people think im deaf or partially deaf. Dude, im not. My english listening ability is bad. N i can bet it was why my english grade for SACE is just 16. =.= I should have join IELTS. Then, there were many bridging programs implemented by RMIT too! However, it was alil late too. If im not wrong, these programs were already there when i was in Malaysia. No luck. Bridging programs? They r merely programs that helps the blur blur n gong gong student like me to regain the basic knowledge of what we have learn during year 11 and undergraduate , through some intensive weeks of tutorials and lectures i think ? Isnt it just wonderful if i have a brain with half intelligence of Albert Einstein's ? Then, i would be able to pin-point my physics lecturer that he is wrong here.. there... everywhere.. !! teehee


NOOO!! only left 1 more freaking day be4 the uni start. I wanna stop now n enjoy the final moment of the holidays !! *Sound of The Final countdown playing on the air*

The first ever lunch i cook for my own !! Egg rice !! But unfortunately, the taste is like.. no taste. =_=" Why is dat so ? Simple. I didn put any frigging salt or "hao you" into it or use sufficient oil or have ample time of cooking. That explains y i vomit alil after having the first touch into my mouth. haha just kidding. its not dat bad really. Just imagine urself eating plain rice , den it tastes the same! -_- But im still proud of myself.. sob

Uni is gonna start sooon. Which means, less blogging ! X_X I nid to study more !! Must gambateh ! n when i online, i will juz chat with my gf ! :P

PS : I dont want to speak my broken english in front of so many ang mos during any presentation :'(